Last night, I stepped from the playroom into the garage so that I could check on the laundry.
I had just cleaned the kitchen, picked up the living room and playroom, checked on Bodhi, and was ready to sit down.
How long is this going to take? What can I go do real quick?
Then I paused.
I don't have a few breaths to stand here until it is done?
So I stood and decided to count my breath.
I thought about how Z will stand in awe of the most simple things.
I thought about how lucky I was to be standing in our own home, in our own garage, with a working washing machine and dryer that I have all to myself.
I thought about how lucky I was to have a family to wash laundry for.
I thought about how the washer sounded, smelled, felt, and looked.
I folded the blankets that were in the dryer.
Twenty-two breaths and countless thoughts later it slowly stopped spinning.
Twenty-two breaths.
I couldn't wait twenty-two breaths?
My mind sure can be busy about so many things that aren't even happening.
Sometimes I just have to pause and look at what is in front of me.
Sometimes it's easy to take what is in front of us for granted.
I'm glad when I pause to notice the simple pleasures in life, just like my children do.
You are so right. It's good to have moments like this, where you pause and cultivate gratitude. I'm working on that, too :)
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